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Wednesday, July 12, 2006

Ladies and Gentlemen.....Boys & GerLz

ive moved to blogspot......gooDBYE xanga......im sorry.......relink me people at www.idahinsilence.blogspot.com


Monday, June 12, 2006

hola!!!!! wat a hectic week ive got.....well, still cant get into this damn workshop.... haizz... ive been emailing that fellow but there's no response...WHY???? or do i juz hav to give it up juz like that....oh gosh.....school starting next week.... booooo...2 weeks almost over and have to go back to sch.....arghhhhh.....the feelings juz shuckz.....and plus having UT exactly when school RE-OPENz.....

nieway....on 4th of june.....went to Sattar's wedding....it was great to see the old mates there...even though its juz like 4 of them....soOn its gonna be BOtak wedding.....wohoooo... everyone's getting married....wakakaka.....nieway the pics not dat clear...izzah, thank you for lending ur cam aight......and thanx B for capturing the pixs.... i juz realised i didnt took any photo wif ya....hehe......*peace*

    Sattar & wife  botak,zilah,ratna,mas,me     

 
nieway, on the first week of school holidae, went interview wif kecik(kat) haha...it was the first time that interview was being held and i was soooooooo nervous and stammering all the way during the interview.... i keep telling kat i wanted to go...and juz leave that place.. it is more nervous then receiving ur results ok...haiz....after that we went to had our breakfaz cum lunch where we saw keith....he join us after which we proceed to IkeA... we got LOST in such a big place...coz we juz cant stop taLKIng to each other.... wahahaha......
 
the day after, went to mySQL workshop....juz me and hetty.....and on thursday, we finish up the worksheet that is supposed to hand in up on the friday.... semangat dua2 nak buat, we sat at the CAFE ESPLANADE.....and in the end we giv up coz we had an error creating the tables so we proceed to LiBrary where Hetty's craziness cum when she saw someoNE....wakakaka...it was damn funny....haiyOOooo....its juz both of us but like 20people voices....haizzz.....
 
and when it cums to SATURDAY....the day where the three of us been waiting for....
 
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it's been weeks planning for this day to cum,especially his only one "TINI"....it was DOL's blated bday bash....we went to Jurong Point swensen to actually celebrated his bday...see how happy he was upon receiving all those presents...and not forgetting the bdae cake....
 
this is the link where u guys can see his bdae saboh....haha...this is juz the beginning....it was funny though.......
 
 
 
         

these is the pixs taken during our lunch at swensen at last i got to eat my crayfish spagthetti......after which we took a cab down to JURONG EAST....its like a few stops awy...but.....haha....we went straight to ICE SKATING....after like 8years ive not step in there....this is where it all begans again....it was soooooo damn nice to be in there...even though there's alot of people...so crowded... we managed to have our FUN....
 
 
    
    
 
this is the pics taken....during the ice skating ceremony.... the FUN thing is that when they dedicated a bday song the snow starts to fall...it was grreat...we tot we wan to dedicate to DOL...but me and tini dunno where is the DJ so we decided not to.... haha ...we spent about  2hours there....we were all so tired after ice skating.... we went down to one level where we took neoprints there....its was damn2 funny taking pics juz like that....haha... it surely was......look the crazines in us....
 

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the first time....all the gedekz took pic together....juz US....wakakaka.......then we chill at MAC to have some MILKshakes....b4 deciding to proceed to Bukit Panjang Plaza... at first tot wanna go there to play BOwling but the bdae boy's kinda tired so we decided not to and there toooooo ive got to see the cutiiiiieeeeeeee SHAH ISKANDAR frm anugerah skriN....ooops so sorry to HIM....dont worry....my lurve for you will never changed... trust me he's juz another IDOL of mine....

   
 
the pics on the right n left was taken during the show and at the middle....haha..taken frm website....hopefully he will win the ANUGERAH SKRIN.....hopefully....
 
nieway.....yesterday i took tini's bike....went riding wif her to toa payoh...it was scary though....coz there's no box behind..... so i hug her really tite2....wakakaka....it was damn funny.... we met our prince's there....hhaha..prince abish.....yeah...they juz finish "rewang" so got time we met up and ate our dinner at fork n spooN.... after which we walked and where we bought our new watches.....haha,....i think i have a collection of watches oreadi.....thanx to dearest HIM....
 
well...this is the new watch that im talking about..
 
we spent juz a couple of hours together.....He bought his new hp....and its time for them to go back to their respective camps so tini send me home this time straight to my blk.... haha....we talked for awhile before heading home.....im thankful to have met all of them in my life.....i really am....bersyukur pada ALLAH s.w.t......amin......
 
 
 
before i sign off....that's me in tini's bike....thank you tini for the ride.....and people sorry for the long entry....juz wanna share the hectic week ive got before sch term starts again... wahahahha.... anyways to all RPianz....enjoys ur last week of holidaes!!!!! yeay....lil sis Ika is back.....mmmmuackz.....and to all my jamekanz clanz...hope can mit up b4 sch starts ya??? to my dearie, diana.....i owe u HUGz.....Lurve all of you guys......


Sunday, May 28, 2006

-listening to daniel powter,bad day-

haiz....ive given up on DATACOMMUNICATIONS & NETWORKING.....there's no use in doing work and yet again i got another INSANE grade!!!!! i hate that OLD fag.... u wanna attitude...FINE...im gonna give that to ya eveytime in ur LESSONS!!!!!!! i dont give a DAMN CARE for ya lessons and neither am i going to ANSWERS ur questions!! i will sit back and relax....

pardon me....juz a matter of relieving all that here....juz like wat izzati's wrote at her blog...she needs someone to motivate her....juz like me...i juz hate that one particular subject....seeesh....izzati...we help each other kays...dont give up hope....we will get and will pull ourselves....."bang" wahhahaha....see wat i mean....hehe.....

hmmm.....firstly wanna shout out LOUD to those end-of-MAY babies.....wakkaka..... and heres the nominees.....hehe.....

well...."haPPY bdae 3guyz and a gal..." or shud i say happY advanced BDAE!!!! Suhana,sis.....even though the surprise cake turns out ermm....cute...(hehe) hope u did enjoys that day aight....we luv ya lotsa sista.....

didnt have much to much actually....was bored at home now....nieway, few days back, i received a msg frm Sattar's saying that he's getting married on the 4th JUNE.....wow!!!! cooL...and plus MAS called me asking me to go and she had oreadi plan...the chinese are going tooooo....cant wait to seee those people there.....wahhaha....i miss those sec1 days... the way they are.....hope many could make it....

these were the days ....can spot me??? wahhaha......all those laugter will remains in me... even though we are all apart....u guys will definitely be in here.....in mY HEART....not juz them but all those people whom i called FRENZ.....


Sunday, May 21, 2006

well...juz reach home from havin FUN wif HIM and the two gedekz....wahahhaha.... even though time was running late, we manage to play POOL & arcades....i remember my uncle was the first to taught me and that was like 5yrs ago....but juz now,i manage to play it again and this tym, HE was the one who taught me the ways.....it was sooo damn long since i had FUN...well,apart from playing BOWLING wif my lil ones and Farina the bday gerl and guy.......wuhahaha.....

i had the pics in my lappy but now im using home PC coz i was damn pissed...... everythin juz not right.....weLL, i was checking my LEO when all i could see was grade C all the way...its not juz ONE modules...but ALL....i repeat again....ALLL!!!! it was damn discouraging.....i was dissappointed wif myself...i gave up on NetwOrking coz i noe that FAc of mine had given up on me....i wasnt paying attention...but now..all my modules are into that grade....arghhhhh...i HATE!!!! i HATE!!!!! i juz hate those people who is always chasing for GRADE A but they doesnt even bother to help others....!!!! wads the USE???? i rem someone told me before in POLY life people seem to be selfish!!! SURE THEY ARE........!!! abSOLUTELY they are....they are GOOD FOR NOTHIN!!!!!!! pardon me for the entry.....but i juz hate those people who is selfish to share their knowledge wif others....im tryin hard to understand but i wasnt given the chance.... i will try harder in future....the question is....will i be able to? i juz hate this...to go all these..... but for the sake of my PARENTS and my future...i will.....inSYAALLAH....


Tuesday, May 09, 2006

well.....the news had been released....and that is the laz tym im goin to hear frm him...yeah..it will be ONLY 5 days but the consequences he hav to face in future...haiz... tapi syukur alhamdullila its not that bad....i am thankful to ALLAH....haiz, he sound soo depressed and worried....

yesterday, i met him....we sat down and talked....its been soooo long since we had a good talk.....almoz about eveything we talked....i noe that he's kiping his feelings deep inside ... its like as if he doesnt wan to show the hurt he's going tru...he fakes his smile... he dowan to worry me...he dowan to see me unhappy... if i were to ask him, im sure he would say...he's ok....wen actually he's not...i rather not say anything....i let him be... but all i wanted to say is "i heart HIM" ......and i dowan to lose him....i dowan another history... and i dowan another fight....wateva it is,i can nvr understand wat he's goin tru to be in that position...to be treated that way by someone he called "FRENz" haiz...ur fren could be ur worst enemy.....im sorry that i am not being able to help him....haiz....my heart juz sank wen i received that call....

nobody wans it to turn out this way....like ive said in my previous entry...agaknye ade hikmah disebalik ni semua...ni semua cabaran.....juz hav to take things slowly.... bersyukur pada ape yang ade....

all that i hav to do now is to wait.....and i hope after this insyaALLAH there will be nothin that is coming between us....even if there is, i hope we will go tru patiently....

i cant get to sleep.....this is affecting me totally...juz human nature to be acting this way... i hope ill get tru this juz this once.....insyALLAH.....amin.....

*wen something good comes.......something BAD is bound to happen*



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